Saturday, April 11, 2009

Jesus Paid It All

I can't stop listening to this song, great Easter song, I hope we sing it tomorrow I know we will be in my house. I love this version even if the theatrics are a little corny...
Caleb

Jesus Paid it All

I hear the Savior say, Thy strength indeed is small;
Child of weakness, watch and pray, Find in Me thine all in all.

Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.

Lord, now indeed I find Thy power and Thine alone,
Can change the lepers spots And melt the heart of stone.

Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.

And when before the throne I stand in Him complete,
"Jesus died my soul to save" my lips shall still repeat

Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.

O Praise the one who paid my debt
And raised this life up from the dead
O Praise the one who paid my debt
And raised this life up from the dead

Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.

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Friday, September 26, 2008

Review of the new Brave Saint Saturn CD



Edited on 11/16

So this is the newest CD from Brave Saint Saturn (bS2). It is entitled Anti-Meridian. Brave Saint Saturn is basically the spin off/side project from Five Iron Frenzy (5Fe) ...

If you don't know 5Fe is by far and away my favorite band ever they still rock my socks off. Brave Saint Saturn was a band created so Reese (lead singer) could write songs with darker themes. Brave Saint Saturn is much more mainstream music. It is pretty standard power pop, alternative rock with a space theme. Basically they use space as a metaphor. The albums all have three different themes that are based around a made up space mission to mars. The first album "So Far From Home" is centered around being alone. The second album "The Light of Things Hoped For" is about being lost and then being found. Then the third album is about coming home, starting over and finding victory.

The members of 5Fe are hero’s of mine. They just did things right as a Christian band and I have commented on them before. I connect with Reese and Dennis’s music and lyrics like no other they always seem to hit a cord with me. So here it my review of Anit-Meridian.


The album is different, if you were expecting the next The Light of Things Hoped For (TLOTHF) then yea the album is way different. I think what I had in mind going in is that it’s been 5 year so they have changed, so I was expecting something different.

Also this is totally on their own, they didn’t have to answer to anyone they got to do what ever they wanted so they tried some new stuff. I think the other thing is they wanted to get as many songs on to plastic as they could. So if the album has any fault maybe they should have cut some stuff, but cut 5 tracks and holy crap there are some good songs here.

Blow by Blow with my rating our of 5 stars

1. Here is the News – Nice start to the album not a blow you out of your seat song but it the one song Reese has always wanted too cover, and it is still a fun song 4 star

2. Mercenary – This is a great song. Super catchy hook, and it’s bashing the Christian/mainstream music industry. 5 Star song.

3. Starling – I think the words to this song are alright. Why must helpless creatures die. I like the metaphor and the music is good it’s different but I like the sound again very different. 4 star

4. Underground – Good song reminds me of Accents but about how Dennis sees the music/political climate. “Real love doesn’t come from a mandate. Real love you cannot mandate.” 4 star

5. When you burn to Fast – O.K. I don’t get this song, I think they were going for a Giants sound I don’t think it worked, weird. 2 to 3 stars not ready to give up on it.

6. Through Depths of Twilight – Great song, good message about racism it again super catchy hook. 5 star.

7. Hero's Homecoming – Again nice song it has that classic Dennis sound. Super catchy hook. Again it’s like a four star song.

8. AMMODRAMUS – These are dumb, wish they wouldn’t have done that but they split the album up, we kind of have the intro songs with the exception of burn to fast are all really solid song. So then we transition into the heavy stuff if the album drags it’s here a little but we still find some good stuff.

9. Fields of the Fallen – This is the one Dennis song that is just O.K. I really don’t have much to add it’s O.K.

10. Always Just Beneath the Dawn – So as a new dad yea this song hits a cord and as a person who feels like his dad is great again I just feel like this song hits a cord with me. I cried at work today thinking about my baby girl. 4 star.

11. Fortress of Solitude – Reese said he needed to write this song to kill the demons left over from 5Fe. Random people calling him because he is probably to nice (check out the bS2 message board, totally accessible). The crescendo saves the song. There are a bunch of superman references in this song. And Reese has also has said that the song changed to be more about how his perfectionism was not cool. This song grows on me every time I listen to it 3 star but it’s growing.

Edit* I was wrong it started as that but now see this.

Quote... "Tell me about the song "Fortress of Solitude". Strange sounds and angry lyrics - influences and reasons?
Reese: Well, writing Anti-Meridian made me crazy. I have made so many mistakes in my musical career, and I was overwhelmed enough by them to try and somehow work to make this album into some sort of all-out trench fight to not make them again. Mostly it was because of the issues of writing songs as filler, or compromising lyrics and music for some record label deadline, or watering songs down by having to make music for the tastes of an eight-person band, instead of just making the greatest song you are able to make. I thought that if I wrote, performed, and recorded it all myself, I could avoid all of that. The problem with that idea, was that it was way above my pay grade to do all three of those things. I just didn't have the ability to make it sound the way that I envisioned the songs in my head. "Fortress of Solitude" is about me dealing with that. I made a pretty song with a lot of Superman allusions, and then just destroyed it sonically, to say that I am not Superman - just some washed-up, musical hack who had spent four years making an album that should have been done in one. I guess it was kind of therapeutic."

12. Blessed are the Land Mines – I love this song it is a great assessment of the church and the Christian right, I love the passion. And I love the little Pat Robertson click while Reese reads the beatitudes (super subtle stuff like that really grows on you). 4 songs

13. AEGOLIUS – Don’t need it but se transition to three awesome songs.

14. Begin Again – So catchy, so good, great song about new birth or starting over. This song is one of Dennis’s best the issue is that where does it fit on the album, I think the song kind of throws us off, like wow I didn’t see that coming. 4 Stars.

15. These Frail Hands – Awesome song, I love this song, fade out with Gloria in the background. This song encourages me to keep on working to be a special education teacher…

“And I am overwhelmed
With grievousness and suffering,
For those who lack the voice to speak
For those of us left uttering”
Awesome!!! 5 Stars!

16. INVICTUS – Fantastic praise song. Great way to end the trilogy by praising God for being perfect!!! 4 Stars.

Cut 5 – 8 – 9 – 13 – and 17 obviously and this album becomes much more dense. But even with these songs the CD is still solid the album grows on you. I keep on listening to it and gets better every time.

In the end give it a listen it grows on you, it did on me. It’s different but really all three albums are totally different.

If you read this, go buy their albums, support some real artist.

Cheers,
Caleb

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Monday, April 03, 2006

Baseball is Back!!! and So is Ron Gardenhire!!!

O.K. I love my Twins but the one move they continue to mess up every year is Ron Gardenhire. The man could not manage himself out of a paper bag and yet here we are watching him destroy another Twins season... I have been saying it for years but man I can't stand him. I think he is the worst coach in baseball. Hands down no exception. Horrible...
Here is an article about the Twins final cuts and roster spots. Seriously what is he doing? The talk all spring is the Twins need offense, last in the AL last year and if they repeat that they will finish third in the division again. This is not the AL Central of three years ago; you have to hit at least a little. Anyway so we need the hitting and who is going to be our opening day third baseman and shortstop. It is Tony Batista and Juan Castro... Let's look at the stats from this spring... Batista BA=.224 Castro BA=.176 and he is a lifetime .230 hitter. Bartlet the future shortstop who was optioned back to AAA hit this spring .382 So I'm glad the team who needs the offense is going with the guy hitting .176... The Batista thing I understand a little he is not going to hit for a high average but he will hopefully hit some dinggers. But if you know he is a question mark why not keep Tiffee around he is hitting .333 this spring instead we keep Lew Ford around the guy has got to be paying Gardenhire, he has not hit well since the first three months of last year yet he is on the team... And Cuddyer wins the starting right field spot. Lets see, 4 years (I think) ago that was his spot and what happened he lost it half way through the season, and then last year scorching it up in Spring Training, wins the third base spot and then what? Nothing all year and we are now putting Batista there. Give the RF job to Kubel and be done with it, his spring was so-so but he is coming off the knee injury, if he is healthy he is the only guy for the job in my opinion. Instead we are going to play musical positions for the next 3 months, as Gardenhire gets thrown out of games and says "Well we are just looking for the right mix..." THAT IS WHAT SPRING TRAINING IS FOR YOU MORON!!! WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING ALL SPRING? Bowling and pulling your hamstring!!! On top of it all it won't be Bartlet backing up Castro it will be Nick Punto another guy who I am pretty sure is paying Gardenhire so he can have a spot on the team... Maybe he will hit .250 this year… He is a great utility man not our second option at short…

My hope for this team lies in one of the best pitching staffs in baseball, which should make us a top five team but no… So instead I put my baseball hope in them being so bad that Gardenhire is fired... I will sing for joy on that day…

One last thing: Denny Hocking!!! As a late game pinch hitter. Need I say more?

On a lighter not here is a funny thing from ESPN.com it goes on for a while and is probably only funny to baseball fans. But it made me laugh out loud...
Caleb

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Christian Music

(Updated February 13th, after reading Scott's comment)*

So I have to really knock this one out of the park and then head to bed quick but I need a little break to write and “speak on it.”

Music of the Day(s): So 5Fe off and on the last couple days, but lots of Electric Light Orchestra, Punk Rawk, with a little Plank Eye thrown in there, and Queen. I have been listening to “A Night at the Opera” by Queen which is awesome it has “Bohemian Rhapsody” on it which is arguably their best song ever but another song that I think just rules and I have been listening to a lot is ”39”. I don’t think it is one of there more famous songs but it rules, really cool sounding and pretty cool lyrics. Two other highlights, Queen’s “No One but You” and Plank Eye's “Beautiful.” Sweet Songs!!! (well you knew I had to say it once)

A note on Hemmingway, I liked the story that is all I was saying I don’t really care about his life or what he was trying to say or what anyone else thought he was saying… I just liked it, I hope I did not imply otherwise…

Now on to the subject of Christian Music. I am not sure what I was originally saying was totally understood, maybe it was but let me sum up and give a good example. A lot of super popular bands lyrics are not very good and we like them because we are told we should when there are artist out there who say it better and with more heart and passion but they don’t look the part and are thrown to the way side.
Example: Big House by Audio Adrenaline and World Without End by Five Iron Frenzy

Both are songs about the hope we have in heaven but look at the lyrics which one exudes the passion you want expressed about the one place we will finally feel at home in? I guess that was my point that I wish more Christian artist would write stuff that had some depth. And it doesn’t just have to be “Christian” stuff. It can be the hurt and pain and doubt and struggle of the Christian life. But again so many of the “big” songs about this just leave me lacking and wanting more. No offense to AA but I guess I have grown…

Also I love “secular” music. The Foo Fighters are one of my favorite bands and “Everlong” is one of my all time favorite songs, that song rocks… Can God use a secular artist to bring them to know him? I think that’s kind of a dumb question, God can use anything, heck he could even use me which is ten times more amazing considering I have no talents, especially compared to some the amazing artist that he has blessed with amazing gifts, not only in music but in other stuff (sorry Eileen that sentence was long but that is just the way my mind works). I don't like it for the same reason I like most Christian music I listen to but I still love it. More on this in two paragraphs…

O.K. other general thoughts on Christian music. First I will say this I don’t know their hearts I am just connecting the dots from what I have seen or read to come to these conclusions. I understand that God can and will use any band but that being said, I think we should hold Christian Artist to a Higher Standard then Non-Christian Artist even though it might be more difficult for them.

Artist that are not making music for the glory of God are making it for their own reasons, like money, power, fame, or enjoyment. Let’s call this purpose A. When I listen to music made by people searching after purpose A music then any enjoyment I receive from it is cool, but I don’t have that expectation going in. If it brings me closer to God so be it. One thing I believe strongly about this type A music, it should never be used in church services. Romans 14:23. Why use music like that when you could use music that people had intended to Glorify God (purpose B).

But when someone is attempting to make type B music and I am listening to it, it is O.K. for me to expect that this music should move me in some way, hopefully. Side note not every song on a CD needs to be a “spiritual” song and not every cd needs to be a worship cd. It is O.K. to write songs about life and girlfriends and silly songs about where you live, but there should be more than just that. In fact I don’t like worship cd’s that much, I would rater listen to a band that can write about Jesus, friends, heartaches, life, death, loss, love, random crap, important issues and other stuff and it moves me to worship.

I think the problem that Christian music runs into is that the lines are getting blurred. Like Scott probably more eloquently pointed out the Christian music industry is just that an industry and what is the purpose? It is to sell a product.

I will pick on one band here that most people like but totally turned me off a couple years ago and maybe through this you all will be able to see why. The band is Third Day. I loved the Offerings album I thought it was cool. It had a Bob Dylan cover on it which was nice and the song “Ten Thousand Hills” was a team theme song my first year in China. But on the album “Come Together” there was something on it that changed the way I saw them and their music. In the cd notes they thanked their stylist. This is a person you pay to fix your hair and pick out your clothing so you have the right look. Some people have tried to say well they are very busy, but I’m not buying, they are going for a look. Why are they going for a look? Well the conclusion I came to was that they are selling a product. Which makes their music fall into category A. It was an interesting turn of events and I don’t know if that is truly their intentions but the Chevy sponsorship doesn’t help their case and their treatment of roadies at the 2003(?) Lifefest is another strike against them. Anyway it changed how I looked at there music and them. I am sure they are nice guys and who knows maybe there is a reason that they are paying someone to dress them, but you got me…

*So what does this mean for me? Well I will probably not buy anymore Third Day cd's or go see any Third Day shows. Does that mean you shouldn't? I don't really think so, but I know I was never able to look at them the same. And it is true for a lot of bands. I guess I would like to avoid supporting Type A music that is claiming to be Type B. I don't know it is tough and I don't have it all figured out, just my thoughts...

My point is this, how does the Christian music industry balance being “rock stars” with being Christians called to humility, looking at others as more valuable then yourself and exulting Christ. How do they stay out of category A? It’s tough, few bands and individuals have done it. Keith Green was the original and he got it right. If you don’t know how he did music, learn (I mean that learn you can start by clicking on his name find out how much he chaged for cd's and compare to today’s bands, you will be shocked). Five Iron copied him a lot so you can learn from them to, but much props to Keith Green for being ahead of his time and for doing it right. His music was pretty good too.

Last thought sorry this is long and I know it has a ton of mistakes and incomplete thoughts. Every comment made is automatically e-mailed to me so I read them all, even the ones making fun of me and I smile, cause I know I am dumb. I wanted to get it out there for conversation and I want to hear from people, and I mean that, if I don’t respond this week forgive me school and work and all it won’t be until next weekend that I will for sure have time to check back.

I guess I will leave you with a similar thought as last time, Christian music should be ahead of secular music. Bach was, Steve Taylor was, Keith Green was, I believe Five Iron was, and I am sure there are hundred of other great examples but don’t just eat what the record labels are telling you is good. God is bigger than any band and just because they say His name doesn’t mean anything, look into things for yourself. Don’t just accept things as they appear, hold Christian artist to a higher standard the same way I believe God will because they had a voice, maybe not the same as pastors but... Christian Rock Stars are our generations pastors, and the preaching lacks depth. I’m done I promise… Don't settle for Type A music!!!
Godspeed,
Caleb M. Saarela


Blue Mix
R.Roper

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

The Old Man and the Sea, and a new music feature and a little rant about Music

Music of the Day:
I have seen on some other people's blogs they list what they are listening to, well I listen to music a ton (like today I have listened about eighty songs today and its only 4:30 in the afternoon, and there have been a couple days this year where I have hit 200) so I will have to do genres with some highlights, it's rare I stick on one CD for more then one time through.
Music of the Day um it’s already up there ^ anyway one more time…
Music of the Day: Punk/Ska or Skunk, I started the day with Bob Marley then switched over to mostly punk, highlight of the day- “$13,000 dollars is a lot of food” by Skank’in Pickle, I love that song…

Also I just figured out how to do links in the text, Blogger had not let me do it before because of Safari, that’s the Internet browser I use, anyway I will probably add a ton of them from now on especially when I talk about lyrics from songs you will be able to just go to the link instead of having to search all over on my blog. Like in my last post I added one to Asian Man Records, which is Mike Park’s record company. I like him he is cool…

So I guess everyone else on the planet was forced to read “The Old Man and the Sea” in high school except me. Stupid Woodbury High School, once again you have failed me, I bet someone is going to take my lunch money now…

I think I need to start doing things I don’t like so I could put a bad review on here sometime. Maybe I will have to go see “Ice Age 2” or “Curious George” those both look like they would make me vomit uncontrollably. After watching the first “Ice Age” I had a serious case of the jibblies, and spewed my lunch for some time on all my friends, what a horrible story, the vomiting well “Ice Age” was a pretty horrible story too. Where was I?

Oh, yea “The Old Man and the Sea” by Ernest Hemingway. It rocked!!! I have never read any Hemingway before and he is cool. The story was explained so well and with such sweet details. I really felt for the old man and felt his pain and what he was going through man it was a really great story. I think that is what entertainment is about. Telling a story. I don’t need all the explosions or flash and glamour, man just give me something to care about, even with music if the production is crappy and the music is not even that great but you are telling a great story in a great way man let me have it. Maybe that is part of the reason I have such a general disdain for the Christian Music Industry. They should have the best stories to tell yet so many “artist” just suck. On top of that they have the greatest story to tell ever. Not like kind of a really good one but the best one, lets be honest what story compares to the redemption of man through the blood of God’s only Son, Jesus. And we fill albums with crap, stupid Thousand Foot Crutch, Life Liberty and what, Toby-Who? Help me out if I forget any, Jeremy Post, Aaron Sprinkle, Joe Yerke, Scott, Hunter, Scott Kerr, guys from Plank Eye, Steve Taylor, Dennis Culp, Mark Salomon, Larry Norman, Steve Green, Rich Mullins, Brian McSweeney, and most of all Reese Roper where have you gone? Save us from Rebecca St. James…


Anyway I like “The Old Man and the Sea” I though it was a great story and am excited to read more Hemingway when I get the chance there are a few other books in front of his others but I’ll get there. Thanks for reading sorry I am so boring…
Aim high with your musical selection and I’ll aim high with my spelling deal?
Caleb M. Saarela

P.S. If you want info on who those guys are let me know I will hook you up with a rock’in Christian Compilation that will knock your socks off…

P.P.S. I guess the Christian Music Industry could be worse... The previous link may not be suitable for anyone with good taste...

“I was indeed surrounded
by self-proclaimed mental giants
in ryan's driveway
better a fool in the eyes of men than a fool in the eyes of God
watching minds descend under the blacktop
baited-breath, cigarettes, in the cab of a volkswagen van
eight-teen, born again, arguing the origins of man
teeth grit, fist clenched, I swing and strike the dashboard
how can they be so blind they want to blaspheme my Lord
the weakness of God is stronger than the strength of men
wisdom is proved right by her children
drew a thumbnail sketch of the cross in the window steam
from the thumbnail sketch inspiration came”
J. Post

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Down at Colfax and Broadway


So I am leaving class yesterday, walking out to my peice of crap smashed to heck car, feeling a little tired and worn out from class, studying, being super poor, living in a neirborhood where your car gets broken into, and trying to balance all these things with the relationships that matter most in life. The first song to pop onto my Ipod is "Where the Zero Meets the Fifteen" (lyrics below) by Five Iron Frenzy (yes I still listen to them all the time). I have always liked the song, I mean it's about dealing with all the stuff and still wanting to share in and share Christ with others, right at that moment a guy comes up to me and asks if I have a cigerate and I say "No, I don't smoke." (read the lyrics) And as he walks away all I can do is laugh and smile that God is good and at the very least thinks it's funny (funny in a good way like "Caleb your so cute when your tired, I died for your sins) that I would struggle with the amazing stuff He has given me and put in my life. Anyway I have never connected with this song so much in my life. Favorite line "How can I ever save the world, on cup-o-soup and student loans?" Good thing it's not up to me all I have to do is trust He will fill me up and when I'm bumped He will spill out. Anyway above is a picture of the intersection the song is about, after my senior year in high school my family took a trip to Colorado and I asked my parents if we could swing by downtown Denver to take a picture of this intersection. And how cool are my parents they actually let me, totally an hour out of the way, it's funny what parents will do for their children... Thank God for His grace, Thank God for parents, Thank God for being busy and having things in my life to care about...
Godspeed,
Caleb M. Saarela

"My car broke down in Arizona,
have to ride the bus again,
at ten-o-clock on Tuesday night,
with thirteen cents and a broken pen.
I put my backpack on the bench,
tell two people I don’t smoke,
see the cop across the street,
he thinks that I am selling dope,
I could have walked another block,
to get away from the scene.
Why does it always come to this,
where zero meets fifteen?

And so I gave my thirteen cents,
to the man who peed his pants.
He passes out and falls on me,
I watch my change fall from his hand.
I see the lady next to me,
holds her baby black blue.
The junkie gutter-punks keeps asking,
where I got my new tattoo.
What does it matter anyway,
thirteen cents or all I own?
How can I ever save the world,
on cup-o-soup and student loans?

I want to try and save the world,
but it never goes that way.
God I don’t know what to do,
down at Colfax and Broadway.

Now the man with no shoes on,
says I don’t know how to play.
He says I fumble all the time.
He thinks that I am John Elway.
I put my face down in my hands,
water wells inside my eyes.
What do I have to give them?
Does it matter if I try?
I can’t stand to see yousuffer,
I try to intellectualize,
a formula to end you pain,
it doesn’t work,
God knows I’ve tried.
Sometimes my cup is overfilled.
Sometimes I’m too afraid that I’m going to spill."
R. Roper

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

So this is tired

I think I am starting to get it. I mean what it really means to be tired. To run from one thing to the next for like three days straight, and to forget the joys of more than five hours of sleep. I think this is what most people call "real life". Already in the morning I hear myself saying things like "God don't let me be rude or short tempered today because of my lack of sleep." And I'm not even that far into this. Anyway I think that is a good place to be, not resting on myself to keep my temperament but resting in God to keep it. Trusting that even though I am tired and the students are not listening I am going to be loving and it has nothing to do with me. In the end it comes down to being satisfied in God and Him getting the glory and me getting the joy, really Christian Hedonism in practice, yea... O.K. I got to get back to work. I now have an e-mail address I can check at work it is, saar0068@metnet.edu
O.K. bye...
Caleb M. Saarela


This made me laugh this morning from the Five Iron Frenzy song named "O' Canada"

"They've got trees, and mooses, and sled dogs,
Lots of lumber, and lumberjacks, and logs!
We all think it's kind of a drag,
That you have to go there to get milk in a bag.
They say "eh?" instead of "what?" or "duh?"
That's the mighty power of Canada.
I want to be where lemmings run into the sea,
Where the marmosets can attack me.

Let's go to Canada, let's leave today,
Canada, oh, Canada, I Sil Vous Plait."
R. Roper

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Monday, January 09, 2006

So nice to be back

Wow it's nice to be back at work. I am not complaining about the huge amount of time we had off but it is nice to be doing something. It was nice to see Justin again he really liked my new camera, he likes taking pictures of random things and then erasing them. I'm really interested to see how this all works heading pretty much straight to school after work. I know millions of people throughout the history of the world have done this it's just I never have. I will be going from three years of "aimless nothing" to a focused direction. It's funny how much things can change in like three months, or even in a matter of weeks... It's funny how one little thing can change how you see things, your life, the world.
Anyway, one of the most horrible things on the planet starts later this month. That's right American Idol is back. I would never watch the show and don't really mind when others do, way to go mom, but what I hate is the way people treat it like news.
"This morning on action news an American Idol update, and some other news about our community but back to the important stuff." "Last night in a stunning turn of events someone sang!!!" It's a show, not news. I think I want to vomit...
Singing with the Kings,
Caleb M. Saarela

P.S. I didn't spell check this or grammer check it, sorry just writting at a break at work...

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Christmas reflections and other random stuff

Well I had a great Christmas season. I usually hate this time of the year. The over commercialization of Christmas, Santa Clause all the fighting about “Happy Holidays” and “Merry Christmas.”

Anyway for me the season was great. Usually my Novembers are really crappy, but this one was great. God was totally protecting me and watching over me. Anyway early on in December I was struck with the awesomeness of the incarnation and overwhelmed with the joy of the season. This is a new experience for me maybe this happens for everyone else, I don’t know. So anyway I was really excited about Christmas this year. One thing that I do like about Christmas is singing the old Christmas Carols every year at church. I know the songs are old and routine and a lot of churches feel the need to jazz them up. As you can probably guess I’m not a huge fan of that.

One song that stuck out to me this year was Joy to the World. Simple song right nothing big. Anyway the song ends with Wonders of his Love. I spent a little time thinking about this. It is amazing. The wonders of his love, when we really think about the whole situation, His love is overwhelming. The Creator of the universe born in not just a dirty smelly barn, but also a dirty breaking down body. I don’t know I was just overwhelmed by His love for the glory of God, and for the redemption of man. Anyway I had an amazing Christmas it was great.

Movie Reviews:
Movies I’ve seen and I’m reviewing so suck it up and read…
Fun with Dick and Jane: Funny really funny. I liked it a ton. It makes fun of mainstream America and big companies. It wasn’t like the most amazing thing I had ever seen but it was worth seeing. Yes it is a remake but at least it is a new take on it. And it is a ton funnier then the original. If you like Jim Carry you will like this and Téa Leoni has great comedic timing she is really funny.
Grizzly Man: Ah pretty good nothing special. It was all right. I had heard that ended differently so I was kind of expecting more. It was interesting though. What I found really funny was the idea that this guy really thought he was doing something and I guess I don’t think he was doing anything. In the end I just think the guy was crazy. Not inspiring at all. O.K. I’m done making fun of the guy who got eaten by the bears.
Shawshank Redemption: You have all seen it a hundred times, it rules.

Random thoughts on girls, dating girls is tough man my brain hurts. I mean I am not even dating anyone or know if there is any future for any relationships but man you ladies confuse the heck out of me. Marzipan why don’t you love me? It is so confusing, I am now accepting applications and advice on how to use my brain, Ha Ha I’m funny… (In case anyone is wondering I am kind of joking around)

Random Recommendations:
I have added a link on my blog. It is a blog called Google Video of the Day. Most of the stuff is pretty appropriate you can use your judgment. Some of the stuff is a riot; check out the Wallace and Gromit. Really funny, anyway I that is some of my ramblings I feel like my brain isn’t really working to well so if this is hard to understand sorry…

Hope you hate my ideas.
Caleb M. Saarela


“Just say 'Jack , do you adore me?'
Well I would Holly but love really bores me
Well I guess we should just be friends
I'm just kidding Holly
You know that I'll love you 'til the end”
J. White

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Monday, December 12, 2005

A Saturday to Remember...

Well if you have known me long or haven't known me long it is pretty easy to figure out that I am a passionate person. No really the things I get excited for I really get excited for. I am still of the belief that the Lord of the Rings (although three of the greatest movies ever) should have been six movies of all the same length. This may not be the most practical idea but man that would have ruled. Anyway on Saturday I went to go see the first installment of the Chronicles of Narnia. I was really excited to see this movie but also pretty hesitant. I was read the books as a child, have re-read them as an adult, and generally love the writings of C.S. Lewis so I feel a pretty strong connection to these stories and characters

I was under the impression and still am that if the movie did not have the line that describes Aslan as "a wild lion" or "not safe" or "not tame" but "good" there would be no point in making the movie. This is such a great description of God and his relation to western culture. We can't control Him, tell Him what to do, contain Him, or make better plans than Him. Living your life by God's standards and following Him with all your heart is reckless and not safe. It will lead to the reckless love of others and to fearless joy we will make decisions that make no sense to our non-believing friends and family and sometimes even to our believing friends and family. God is not safe but He is good and His promises will endure forever. I love that... Our lives are so simple by faith, love God with all our hearts, and trust that His son Jesus died for your sins and cling to Him as your everything. The rest is well the rest... Thank God He is good, and we can trust Him above anything else *(I will be talking about the movie from here to the other asterisk so if you don't want to hear stuff skip ahead).

So the movie and my thoughts:
Cons - One thing the movie has going against it is that the four stars are all children and for children to have to convey the emotions sometime required in these stories is tuff. On top of that it is usually the youngest of the four that has to convey the most emotion. You have to believe that Lucy is crushed by Edmond's lie, you have to believe that Lucy and Susan have never seen anything worse then the death of the great lion. Overall I think they did a good job considering it was the first movie for all of them with the exception of Anna Popplewell (Susan). Another con is the CGI was average it was no Lord of the Rings but it was better then some of the Shots form the first Harry Potter or the second Matrix which both had parts that were horrible. So none of it was appalling but it could have been better. Third con and this is getting a little picky, there is so much explanation of Aslan and people's reaction to him in the books. It is arguable the best parts of the books and I could have done with more of that, talk and reaction to how amazing Aslan is.

Pros - They did a good job of holding to the books. The allegory of redemption through a savoir is very evident. The line(s) that had to be in there were. "He is not a tame lion but he's good." Yes!!! I almost cheered out loud. Especially since they made me wait the whole movie for it. The death and resurrection at the stone table was great. The professor who is not a major character was just right. I have the feeling that if you are not a lover of the books you might not enjoy the movie quite as much but even without them I still think it is a great kids movie. I just feel they got the right parts right. I would endorse it 100%.

* O.K. I'm done talking about the movie. The other cool thing about Saturday involved free trade coffee. I found out a while ago that Dunn Brothers sells free trade coffee. Even before that I had chosen Dunn Brothers as my coffee shop of choice (both Caribou and Starbucks are evil). So while we were having coffee and talking about the movie I thought I would check it out. The thing I was worried about was the price. I want to try and buy more fair trade products but I've heard some of them get pretty expensive, but to my surprise and joy it was not a bad price. So anyway you should check out maketradefair.com and the next time you buy coffee you should at least check out Dunn Brothers fair trade stuff. It's worth looking at.

Anyway all in all it was a great weekend busy but fun thanks to everyone who planned cool stuff to do, I'm glad I got to have fun with you. Hooray for having friends...
Godspeed,
Caleb M. Saarela

P.S. Dunn Brothers website and the recipie for Turkish Delight bellow, man does that stuff looks gross...

http://www.dunnbros.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turkish_Delight

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

For I know the plans I have for you...

What am I here for? How many times in my life have I uttered those words into the night? Especially in the last three years when it has seemed like life has stood still and I have sat there quoting that stupid Michael W. Smith song… Well I’m here to offer some hope to those who feel the same way.

If you know me well or have talked with me much in the last three years you know that not knowing my future has been the major frustration in my life. So how do we trust God in those times? How do we keep a positive attitude about aimlessly wondering from job to job? How do we decide what were to go in life? Well by no means am I going to answer all those questions I will leave that to professionals who get paid the big bucks. This is more of an encouragement “to keep ya head up” like 2-Pac always said.

The big ones are easy Jeremiah 29:11 God knows the plans he has for us, Romans 8:18,31-39 God has our best in mind and He is for us what do we have to worry about. Those are great reminders for all of us that God has a plan and we will never slip from where he wants us.

I think this is even more important. If we believe that God is sovereign and he has a divine plan for everything. Then the place your in is where God wants you. The place you are in is the best place for you to glorify God. I think that is a comfort for me; God has me in a state of uncertainty for my own good. For me on a day like this when I am more prone to look back it's good to know that this is the way God has brought me for my own good.
Caleb M. Saarela

P.S. Read the lyrics below they are from one of my favorite songs ever...












"In a field of yellow flowers,
underneath the sun,
bluest eyes that spark with lightning,
boy with shoes undone.
He is young, so full of hope,
reveling in tiny dreams,
filling up his arms with flowers,
right for giving any queen.

Running to her beaming bright,
while cradling his prize.
A flickering of yellow light,
within his mother's eyes.
She holds them to her heart,
keeping them where they'll be safe,
clasped within her very marrow,
dandelions in a vase.

She sees love, where anyone else would see weeds.
All hope is found.
Here is everything he needs.

Fathomless Your endless mercy,
weight I could not lift.
Where do I fit in this puzzle,
what good are these gifts?
Not a martyr, or a saint,
scarcely can I struggle through.
All that I have ever wanted,
was to give my best to You.

Lord, search my heart,
create in me something clean.
Dandelions
You see flowers in these weeds.

Gently lifting hands to heaven,
softened by the sweetest hush,
a Father sings over his children,
loving them so very much.
More than words could warrant,
deeper than the darkest blue,
more than sacrifice could merit,
Lord, I give my heart to You.

Lord, search my heart,
create in me something clean.
Dandelions
You see flowers in these weeds."
R. Roper

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Why I will buy nothing (updated 12/19/05)


So because of some heat I have taken for my comments supporting "Buy Nothing Day" (BND) and the ideals behind it I have decided to write an explanation of why I do support this holiday. Not just because of the secular ideals behind it (I am not sure if that is the right wording but I mean that even if I was not a Christian I would support this idea) but also why my faith in Jesus has compelled me to support it. After I wrote this post I realized that it is really long but I hope it is enlightening and challenging and worth reading I think it is one of the best things I have ever written and comes from my heart. The grammar and spelling might be bad but I felt the need to get it up and out now and fix parts later.

American (Western) consumption is out of control. We are killing the earth and the people who will live on it in the future. American’s greed has distorted the word “need” and has lead us to be a culture that consumes unmercifully. If you want to learn more about how this is happening look, you can find the information anywhere (find out when South Africa will run out of water, that one will scare the crap out of you (google south Africa water crisis that’s a start)). So the day after thanksgiving is the pinnacle of Western consumption and it is a day to stand up and say I think this is bad and we should do something about it. Because of those reasons alone I support this holiday but that is not where it ends for me and now my faith takes over and pushes me further.

Now I know many people will say “O.K. I see not wanting to hurt the people who live on the earth but the earth itself doesn’t matter.” Yes God will destroy the earth one day and so if it looks a little dented who cares. Well I believe God cares, at least a little. The world was created out of an overflow of joy and to display His glory. So I feel we should honor the earth, clearly not as much as we honor God, God’s Word, or people but to say it is something that is important to us is not wrong.

Now I think those are great reasons to enjoy BND but I think there are even more. My major reason for celebrating this day is: “I see this day as a great way to protest or make a statement about how we as Americans spend our money.” This day above all others makes the most sense to me. It is the day where American consumerism is not only seen as O.K. it is embraced and glorified. I am not saying anytime we buy something it is bad. I buy things, I just see this day as a day to stand up and set myself apart with an extreme statement that hopefully represents how I live my life and spend my money the other 364 days of the year. I would love to see other Christians stand up and do the same, but in no way do I think they are doing anything wrong by going out and shopping that day, I think when pushed this at first that is what I might have implied and that was wrong of me to do, BUT I think I am really on the right track with the stuff that follows and if you think I’m way off I would love to discus it more because I will be making some strong statements. To stand up and say we have a problem and it’s getting worse.

So the rest of this is basically why I feel we who claim to be Christians need to set ourselves apart from American culture when it comes to our spending habits.
Recently at a church in Minnesota a sermon was given saying “It is O.K. for a Christian to own a Lexus.” I disagree with this idea; I think a Christian should not own a Lexus or a million dollar home. Most people’s first response, “You are judging them.” No, I see their actions and am making a comment about what I see and how it affects their relationship with God. I want what is best for them and I feel they are missing a better blessing form God by using their money in a way that does not bring Him glory.

I believe Jesus was very specific how we should spend our money he did not avoid the issue I think Jesus has called us to a higher standard of living (what a play on words someone buy me a hotdog). Jesus talks about money more than anyone in the Bible so we have a great spot to start from and a great high priest who has not been silent on the subject. I think I could spend weeks looking at every different passage but to keep it a little shorter I would like to just briefly look at a couple of these and let you look at more if you feel the need to. I would like to establish the ideas that 1. Love of money puts us at odds with God. 2. How we spend our money reflects what we find most valuable and ultimately trust money, worldly possessions, or God. 3. It is not how much we give but how we give. 4. God desires for us to live simple lives for His glory and our joy.

1. Love of money puts us at odds with God and diminishes how much we value Him. Matthew 6:24 (ESV) ”24 No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.“ So that is a good place to start you cannot serve money and God. The desire for money will be at war with the desire for God in your heart. Mark 10:23-25 says, “23 And Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, "How difficult it will be for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!" 24 And the disciples were amazed at his words. But Jesus said to them again, "Children, how difficult it is to enter the kingdom of God! 25 It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God." Money will make it difficult for some to enter God’s kingdom. Some will find money more desirable then God.

2. How we spend our money reflects what we find most valuable and ultimately trust money, worldly possessions, or God. Matthew 6:19-21 “19 Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, 20 but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” The things we own and do are a reflection of what we desire and what we see as supremely valuable. There are other verses that would support the idea that when we trust anything but God it is sin.

3. It is not how much we give but how we give. Luke 21:1-4 “1 Jesus looked up and saw the rich putting their gifts into the offering box, 2 and he saw a poor widow put in two small copper coins. 3 And he said, "Truly, I tell you, this poor widow has put in more than all of them. 4 For they all contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty put in all she had to live on." Jesus has no concern with how much the widow gave the amount is not important it is the heart behind it. God still loves the giving heart of the rich but the better blessing is bestowed upon the widow.

4. God desires for us to live simple lives for His glory and our joy. Luke 12:32-34 says, 32"Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom. 33Sell your possessions, and give to the needy. Provide yourselves with moneybags that do not grow old, with a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches and no moth destroys. 34For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. Here is what John Piper says about these verses in a message given on December 14, 1997.
“Focus for a moment on the words, "Sell your possessions." Who was he talking to? Verse 22 gives the answer: "Then Jesus said to his disciples." Now these people were by and large not wealthy. They didn't have a lot of possessions. But still he says, "Sell your possessions." He doesn't say how many possessions to sell. To the rich ruler in Luke 18:22 Jesus said, "Sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me." Sell all your possessions. When Zaccheus met Jesus, he said (Luke 19:8), "Look, Lord! Here and now I give half of my possessions to the poor, and if I have cheated anybody out of anything, I will pay back four times the amount." So Zaccheus gave fifty percent of his possessions. In Acts 4:37 it says, "Barnabas sold a field he owned and brought the money and put it at the apostles' feet." So he sold at least one field.
So the Bible doesn't tell us how many possessions to sell. But why does it say sell possessions at all? Why? Giving alms - using your money to show love for those without the necessities of life and without the gospel (the necessity of eternal life) - is so important that if you don't have any liquid assets to give, you should sell something so you can give. But now think what this means in context. These disciples are not cash-poor rich people whose money is all tied up in bonds or real estate. Most people like that do, in fact, usually have fairly deep savings. But Jesus didn't say, "Take some of your savings and give alms." He said, "Sell something, and give alms." Why? The simplest assumption is that these folks lived close enough to the edge that they did not have cash to give and had to sell something so they could give. And Jesus wanted his people to move toward simplification, not accumulation.
So what's the point? The point is that there is a powerful impulse in the Christian life toward simplicity rather than accumulation. The impulse comes from treasuring God as Shepherd and Father and King more than we treasure all our possessions. And the impulse is a strong impulse for two reasons. One is that Jesus said, "How hard it is for the rich (literally: those who have things) to enter the kingdom of God!" (Luke 18:24). In Luke 8:14 Jesus said that riches "choke" the word of God. But we want to enter the kingdom vastly more than we want things. And we don't want the word of God choked in our lives. So there is a strong impulse to simplify rather than accumulate. The other reason is that we want the preciousness of God to be manifest to the world. And Jesus tells us here that selling things and giving alms is one way to show that God is real and precious as Shepherd, Father and King.
So the second point is that trusting God as Shepherd, Father and King carries a strong impulse toward simplicity rather than accumulation. And this brings worship out from the inner, hidden place of the heart into more visible actions for the glory of God.”

I agree one hundred percent and believe in a simple lifestyle.

Now back to the Lexus and the American church. Do we live our life like that? Does someone who owns a Lexus or a million dollar home live like that? I just don’t think they do. There possessions speak of what they treasure. They may give away loads of money and then say well this is left over so I’ll buy some extravagant things for myself, and while they may not be sinning they are certainly missing out on a blessing God desires to give them.

So those are big things that's easy, what about the small things? Is it ever appropriate to buy a new car or something that we want? When do we cross the line of simple to extravagant? How do we make judgments about what to buy? Well it's a fine line we must walk. We should think hard and pray hard about every decision I guess I would ask this question as a guideline though. How often do we as a culture and individuals error on the side of being too simple? It is pretty rare and I know there is Christian liberties but I would hate to see us fight for the liberties of the rich while the hungry, needy, and lost of the world continue to fight for food, water, shelter, and even more imporatantly while the lost of the world continue to wander in the dark.

I hope I have not bitten off more than I can chew here. First off I’m the chief sinner, I still buy things I don’t need, I am working on it and praying God would refine my heart in this area, so do not think I’m saying I’m with out guilt.

In the end I ask the question about November 25th, 2005. Where do you want to stand, is it in line to get ten percent off on mittens? Or do you want to stand up and say America, American Christians we have lost our way let us value and trust Christ above everything else! Here is where we draw the line. Here is where the revolution starts…
Godspeed,
Caleb M. Saarela

P.S. Usually I have "cool" lyrics here but this is too long if you are really interested go read the song Vultures below.

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Buy Nothing Day


Hey November 25th the day after Thanksgiving. What is commonly known as "green Friday." Some people have created a new holiday called "buy nothing day." It is a chance to set our selves apart from the monster that is American consumerism. So join me and don't buy anything. I put a link to a good website with information about the day. Don't be sucked into American consumerism.
Godspeed,
Caleb M. Saarela

"Watching Mrs. Brady prime the brand new Kenmore washer
see the brilliant gleam of the automatic tooth flosser
Beautiful the china, what a lovely cup and saucer
yeah I saw your Rolex, but I think its an impostor
Wave to the pretty ladies
with your brand new hairpiece, baby
Ahh, the smell of cash, its good to be alive
Im going to spend some dough like its 1985
Rip the tags off mattresses
youll buy more anyway
Is the paint on that SUV
some brand new type of gray?

Chorus:
Believe in anything
Vultures circling
Open, swallow, you're so hollow
Yeah.

My teeth are getting yellow from the mocha I just drank
I need to bleach them out, but my breath will still be rank
Did you you see the new computers,
arent they oh so obsolete?
And that shade of black you wear,
its so Tuesday of last week
You need a better life
Have you tried another wife?
I used to be an amateur but now Im going pro
It once was Mile High but you sold it to Invesco
The empire grows
you can see its massive span
beneath the golden arches
somewhere in Japan.

And the vultures circle
theyve paved the way
Theyve bit and clawed their path
to top floors in L.A.
And beneath the brazen windows
you can hear the sound
they say the word on the street
is somethings going down?
When the revolution comes."
R. Roper

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